i'm SLEEPY!

buahahhahaha!

hair cut tomorrow!, might dye it.

hmmm, i shall post again later.. and i shall be moving to my new blog very soon. (=

TOODLES!

honestly, she loved you with all her heart.

but you never believed it. of all the times that she endlessly tried to convince you that she DID love you, you'd always find something to say that would shut her down or make her feel like crap. but since she was in love with you, she'd look past all of your bullshit and put up with it and hoped that you'd change.

you self centred, egotistical bastard.

she was stupid.

because of you, she broke that one unwritten rule that as a girl, you should just NEVER break. idiot right? i would say so. after you've crossed those boundaries it's pretty much impossible to fix and mend. everytime she sees her friend, she feels guilty, and theres not a single thing she can really do, cus if she brings it up, she's just bringing all that hurt back, and what for? to make herself feel better when she should feel like crap for making that particular decision in the first place?

you say you hurt so bad that it can't be fixed, well ever think about her? and how she felt? don't think so. all those hurtful things you said, you BROKE her.

and still, after a whole year, she's still hurting...

HELLO!

long time no blog. and since i am procrastinating from studying for my networking exam, i have decided to blog.

i kindr have a new years resolution, though meeting the clarinet part of it is going to be.. hard. since i don't have a clarinet teacher right now... so doing an 8th grade exam... is probably not possible. >=(

but while i was thinking, i think i met most of my resolutions from last year, 10 months late, but i did get myself a job, and they have kept me on, so im officially a permanent casual. and i also did well in uni, GPA of 5.0 and got my transfer to UTS, B business + B science in info. technology. I WIN! usyd also offered me too, but ima reject. =P

2 nights ago, went to taylor swift concert with some mates and sister. swift is such a cutie man, was a good show. all props and stage effects were pretty impressive i rekn.

butt yes. i havn't been working much these days cus they been cutting shifts since we havn't really been making as much as they want us to. soo BOO to that. lol.

anyways, i really don't have much to talk about apart from what i've already said, so i think im going to head off and do some STUDYING! lols.

looking forward to my dates with uni mates, and yodi and lisa. <3

toodless!

HAPPY NEW YEARR!!

goodbye 2009 and hello 2010!! WOOO!! (=

nye was... well... interesting.

i shall be new years resolutioning very soon.. not that i met last years resolutions. LOL!

<3 xx

sometimes, you make me feel like SHIT.

but i don't think you even realise..

One In a Million

How did I get here? I turned around and there you were
I didn't think twice or rationalize
'Cause somehow I knew

That there was more that just chemistry
I mean I knew you were kind of into me
But I figured it's too good to be true

I said, "Pinch me, where's the catch this time?"
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen
In the blink of an eye

Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
I cannot believe it, you're one in a million

All this time I was looking for love
Tryna make things work that weren't good enough
Till I thought I'm through, said, "I'm done"
And stumbled into the arms of the one

You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff
Say that I'm your diamond in the rough
When I'm mad at you, you come with your velvet touch

Cant believe that I'm so lucky
I have never felt so happy.
Every time I see that sparkle in your eyes

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen
In the blink of an eye

Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
I cannot believe it, you're one in a million

All this time I was looking for love
Tryna make things work that weren't good enough
Till I thought I'm through, said, "I'm done"
And stumbled into the arms of the one

I said, "Pinch me, where's the catch this time?"
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen
In the blink of an eye

Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
I cannot believe it, yeah yeah

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen
In the blink of an eye


Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
I cannot believe it, you're one in a million, yeah


One in a million, yeah
You're one in a million

WOOOOHOOO!!

i have survived semester one of uni. AWESOME!! exams are long over and holidays have begun. im pretty sure i passed 3 of my units.. just a tad scared about programming, its harddd.

and next semester i have decided to do a unit of psychology for my elective, the only downside is i have to travel all the way to bankstown, since its not offered at parra. damn it!! but anywho, its all good, probably meet up with kirstin as well. (=

so yesterday, i finally had my day out with my bestie. it was an awesome day and i absolutely needed it.watched transformers 2, i LOVE that movie, it is indeed awesomee. then max brenner for lunch, damn the waffles are nice, and then shopping for the rest of the day. walked around in the city heaps, and spend like... an hour trying to figure out what perfume i likd better, it was ridiculous. we literally stood in myer, in front of CK euphoria perfume range, trying to figure out which one we liked better the spring blossom , or just original euphoria or something. i can't remeber the names properly, but im thinking im going for the original one, the limited edition spring one kindr has a weird aftersmell. LOL! and im definitely getting dior dolce vita sometime soon. its my favourite perfume and i still havnt got my hands on it yet. *slaps myself* but all in all, yesterday was a successful day out.

now im just waiting on my other bestie to come home from korea, so that we can go out, and definitely max brenner.ing it again. (= since im supposed to be planning the day out.. and sydney is boring, i dont even know what to do. but max brenner is on the list. few more weeks and he'll be back. WOOT!

in exactly seven days, i will be clutching my face in pain because i am getting my three wisdom teeth pulled out. how awesome. i am missing a forth one, and apparently i will never have a forth wisdom tooth. how weird.

and then 2 weeks after that, i get my new phone YAYYYYY!! ive been waiting forever to change phones now, so excited. (=

hrmm, anyways, i cbb blogging anymore, so ima go watch a movie or something.

TOODLES all. (=

sylvia reallly really really REALLLYY doesn't want to fail programming.

BUT ITS SO HARD! ARGHHHHH!!

and my marks for assignment 2 arent up yet to boost my confidence.

scaredd!! this is the only exam im actually scared and worried about failing. this is terriBAD!

cout << "RARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!\n\n" ;

cout << "hardcore study tomorrow.\n" 
        << "prog textbooks. CHECK!\n"
        << "prog notes. CHECK!\n"
        << "music playlist. CHECK!" ;

all prepared. ((=

ZOMGG! cant wait til monday 4.40PM.... FREEDOOMMM! sweet freedom, i can smell youu. =D

anywhoott.. im off.

 

gnight darlinggs. xx

i heart owl city.

they are truly awesome.

david archuleta - crush

owl city - on the wing

owl city - rainbow veins

paramore - for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic

morgan evans - untangle you

akon - beautiful

lady gaga - just dance

elliott yamin - don't be afraid

kate voegele -  who you are without me

 

boy, i miss you!! =(
hurry up amd come back alreadyy. RARA!

 

anyways, soo its been a long while since ive last signed in. i guess i just havnt really been bothered to sign in, and start ramnling on about nothing, but since its exam period, it seems like the right time to start... again.

PROCRASTINATING...

..is a really big problem, and needs to be addressed.

soo.. today i have studied for about 3hrs.. and it hasnt been very productive.

and im definitely break dead.. cus i cant come up with anything to type about.

geebus.

HMMMM!! ..i am definitely straining my brain to come up with something to write about..

well.. for the past few week, excluding last week, i had an assignment due every week, and then on the last week of uni i had 3assignments and 1quiz. HECTIK! i was so busy, and stressed and freaked out that the work was never going to end. BUT in the end, i did manage, and i shall also kill these damn exams that i have in about a week. damn systems. damn programming. damn statistics. bloody hell!! i want my break already, tired, oh so tired. lazy.

uhmm.. on the fun side of things. threw krissy her surprise birthday party, it was rather successful, apart from the fact that she had some gut feeling and decided to stand away from the door when we screamed out "SUPRISE!!" it was kindr.. slightly epic fail. LOL! and i watched... angel and demons. <3 i love the book so much more though, but the movie wasnt fail.. unlike twilight. DAMN! that was seriously epic fail. no joke. i wonder if new moon is going to be any better?.. afterall, it is a new director producing it, and harry potter either comes out the day before new moon, or after it.. either way, movies here i come! OOHH! and i really want to go movie mara!

i must start driving again soon. im so slack. i think im just going to end up renewing my licence and driving 120hrs. LOL! new years resolution goodbye!

im tired.. should i go to sleep.. or continue making these gay notes about data flow diagrams? hmhmmm, hard decision.

i shall be off now..

TOODLLOOO!! (=

 

LOLL!! i was just reading over my blog, and i am most certainly brain dead... look at the amount of typos. shocking.